3 little words...

For as long as I remember, I've had a problem with food.

A problem that runs deep, a long-lasting love/hate relationship with all the foodstuffs you can think of.

I will go into greater detail about this all another time, but for now, suffice to say that it took me SUCH a long time to say those three little words that most of us take for granted.

I.  Am.  Hungry.

I can say them, now, without fear, and without guilt, and I will one day soon be able to respond to that statement in a normal, human way.

I.  Am.  Hungry.

I.  Will.  Eat.

I.  Need.  Food.

Goodness.  That's enough for now.  Little by little....it's a long hard road out of the Hell that is an Eating Disorder...

19.9.06 17:48

Dreaming Extreme...

Listen up you lovely bloggers!


If you are near a TV set tonight at around 6.30, please tune in to BBC2 to watch MY FRIEND Francesca, the over-excitable one who lured me into that photography lark, on "Extreme Dreams", and tomorrow, thurs and friday too!


Go on, it will be ace.  Plus, you might even get to see the building that I work in with her too.


Oh, and she's got a blog, here on 20six 


11.9.06 17:20

Mon frere, mon ami...

My brother has just driven away to go to University tomorrow - he's going to study to become a Marine Engineer.

I've become used to him being in the house this last month, he's been an invaluable friend, source of strength, a mirror in which to see myself and redress certain things I don't like.  He's been my coffee-companion, someone to watch movies with and someone to cook for.

I wish him all the luck in the world, but I am really, really going to miss him

10.9.06 14:53


Today, I have mostly slept, eaten some nuts and chocolate, and done the laundry.

It isn't much, but it's a start.

Clean bed-sheets are rather lovely.

6.9.06 14:33

Everyone Pretend To Be Normal...

My housemate Karen found a badge in the washing machine yesterday.  We don't know who it belongs to yet.

It is yellow and proclaims:

"Everyone pretend to be normal"

It made me laugh so hard I almost fell over.  I am going to pin it to my school-boy hat and wear it with pride

4.9.06 17:43

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